Thursday, October 29, 2009

Kit Kat...i had two bars today.....

It was horrid.... horrible.... being overwhelmed, lost, unmotivated and depressed.....

My goodness..... i hated every inch and second of it.... but i apreciate what came out of it. It MADE me think, restructure, organize and clear things....nope belum habis...banyak lagi kena buat..its still there. The to do list is very long mind you....

Oh why do i have this boundless energy and ideas in me? Its very tiring.... no its not about being ungrateful.... because i am...3 wonderful kids, a marriage that actually works, a job not everyone can get...(many can do i pessume), wonderful friends and family, enough to eat (a little more than enough), my faith still intact... i realize this....

(im actually taking a break from my assignment, penat perah otak...relax jap k)

Ok... i dont really expect you to read, but if you find my ramblings of any use...please by all means...just dont judge and criticize (wait...people do that unintentionally and automatically so go ahead, just keep it to yourself....but people like talking about other beings..it gives them pleasure and a sense of comfort....so what the heck...go ahead)

Comfort? Yes the comfort zone.... get out of it! Its bad...your hips get larger.... go prickle your life with struggles and uncertaintie like me..... and get frustreated if things dont work out later....OR just stay there.... dont change...dont strugle and live a life of peace and harmony!!!

do the same thing over and over....get the same results...just dont complain. Im young...im ambitious...just let it be..ill mellow down at 40....!

:) gtg and string words together...anyone wanna help?

i know......siapa suruh baca?

Just Take Care ok everbody...and dont be nasty nor naughty.... wait...you get it.....

-Dina-

9 comments:

  1. i was lucky and proud to see millionaire muslim couple on tv3 this morning. even they will tell you 'what's life without struggle' anyways gal, mellow down before 40 kalau tak susah si hubby...take care

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  2. salam.... kita sama la dina, students OUM... this is my last sem. my 3 assignments pun dah siap. submit this coming friday...
    saya pun stuggling with 3 kids.2boys n tgh pantang bby no3, a princess, sambil2 buat asimnt.hehe..luckily, baby x berjaga mlm since lahir.. dlm pantang duk ngadap laptop... if mak tau mesti marah coz org dlm pantang xleh duduk lama2. sakit pinggang.kena baring jer... dah tu, if baring jer, mana nak siap asimnt kan kan?

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  3. hehe.....azuriah.... nice to know.... ada ramai kawan... sh,, kena jaga tu dalam pantang.... kerusi bagi empuk sikit k?

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  4. salam wardina hehheh ,,leh kenalan,,,

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