How, now brown cow?

im loathing something,
It keeps on ringing...
It keeps on occurring,
It keeps on showing....

Its not shining,
its just damn irritating....

Im missing and wishing,
for that something,
yet i know it never aint happening....

What do i do?
Just keep on wondering,
Have got to keep on praying,
Have to go on changing....

i dont like hammering....
nor do i like stomping...
but i got to keep on drilling....
otherwise ill keep on sighing....

its so, so , so difficult...
the choices i made brings insult...
i actually just need result....
i know who just to consult.........

so here i go again....
go cracking my brain.......
im missing the rain....
and i feel the strain...

here's what i live by....
"no pain no gain".......

so let me try to gain...but i feel too much pain....

-dina-